What's love? i don't understand it. i don't understand the feeling. What am i suppose to feel when i'm in love or when i just love the person. i always compare it to a family's love because even that i don't know what that feels like, from me i mean. i know we are suppose to care about the person, want the person to be happy and stuff like that but what's the difference between in love and love? is infatuation the same thing?
the definition : A foolish, unreasoning, or extravagant passion or attraction. its synonym is love and that just weird. Because then we can't be infatuated with our family right? that's just freaky. i know maybe love is just such a subjective word that defining what it means is just way too complicated.
im sure its weird that im asking this question but its the only question that will always be in my head. im probably still too young(im 20 in 11 days) to even grasp it but i just want to know what it is.
for me needing to know what it is will help me in future relationships and eve present ones. i can't say "i love you" to someone if im not sure what that even means. nowadays i always, ALWAYS question and hesitate when i have to say "i love you" to any of my family members.
Am i retarded?
