Monday, 23 September 2013

Hidden Items in Hungry Shark Evolution!

So I just started playing Hungry Shark Evo more frequently then i did when i downloaded it, which was a few months ago hehe :D Anyway, its a fun and addictive game especially when hunting for those 15 hidden objects. So far i've only found 9. Here's the list of the items i found and where to find them in the map and in no particular order.

1. Teddy Bear



It's at the end of the sea on the right. In the channel there are a few big BOMBS  that sorta placed  in this kind of position /\/\/\.

2. Dragon



It's hidden in an Angler Fish cave. And there are a few anglers in there, if u don't know by now, so you gotta eat them before they start to snack on you and eventually die. Which happened to me a few time(noob, i know hahah)

3. Horseshoe




2  screenshots just incase the first pic isn't clear enough. but u can see its near the daily reward treasure box. easy peasy this one.

4. Bog Brush




2 screenshots just in case the first isn't clear enough. Now to get this item you gotta jump over some cliff things. Quite simple but to be warned the first gap has the toxic waste things but it won't kill the shark just gotta quickly jump to the other side where there are about 3-4 people. Then jump to the next gap where there are 3 turtles and the bog brush. To get back into the deep blue sea jump over the cliff things again.

5. Tower




2 screenshots just in case the first isn't clear enough. This is the easy to get. 

6. Robot 



2 screenshots just in case the first isn't clear enough. This is easy to get as well.

7. Monkey 




2 screenshots just in case the first isn't clear enough. Be warned that there's a BOMB somewhere. 

8. Plush Toy 




2 screenshots just in case the first isn't clear enough. This one is kinda tricky especially sometimes the dang submarine appears. There are jellyfish and small bombs in the area.

9. Guitar 



2 screenshots just in case the first isn't clear enough. The guitar is on the far left of the sea. There are BOMBS at entry ways. There are sharks and money delectables for your shark to eat.


So those are the items that i found since i started playing it more frequently. The other 6 if anyone has found them do share! Thanks a bunch!


Saturday, 22 December 2012

Love, What is it?

What's love? i don't understand it. i don't understand the feeling. What am i suppose to feel when i'm in love or when i just love the person. i always compare it to a family's love because even that i don't know what that feels like, from me i mean. i know we are suppose to care about the person, want the person to be happy and stuff like that but what's the difference between in love and love? is infatuation the same thing?

the definition :  A foolish, unreasoning, or extravagant passion or attraction. its synonym is love and that just weird. Because then we can't be infatuated with our family right? that's just freaky. i know maybe love is just such a subjective word that defining what it means is just way too complicated. 

im sure its weird that im asking this question but its the only question that will always be in my head. im probably still too young(im 20 in 11 days) to even grasp it but i just want to know what it is. 

for me needing to know what it is will help me in future relationships and eve present ones. i can't say "i love you" to someone if im not sure what that even means. nowadays i always, ALWAYS question and hesitate when i have to say "i love you" to any of my family members. 

Am i retarded?

Tuesday, 4 September 2012

In Between

"Who's your father?"

"Where's your dad?"

"How come there's no pictures of your dad?"

Questions and questions and more questions. And none have an answer. Just lies and lies and more lies.

The answer about my father was given to me one day by my mum. She said my father died of cancer.

Pull Me In

Pull me into the abyss
Suck me into darkness
the Light no longer engulfs me
the doors have closed
For I am a thorn,
Standing among Daisies.

Wednesday, 15 August 2012

what i crave for


I’d like to think that the concept of having a girlfriend/boyfriend is a waste of time. I’d like to think that I don’t need all that and really we don’t need it in our lives. But there are those times where you just want someone who you can call or text at anytime, day or night, just to talk just to say hello. I mean I don’t mind spending money for the person I really care about, like seriously if I care and love that person I spend money getting things for them if they want but of course for girls. When im with a girl im the guy but if im with a guy im the girl (obviously). Im just craving for something.

I’d like to think that I’m not an attention seeker, that I don’t need attention but really I do. Its not the kind where the spotlight is on you and people talk about you. Its more like a craving for affection and attention from someone you love and who loves you back. Someone that you can ber-manja with, chill out with. Someone that I can hold hands with, hug and kiss and not feel like im invading their space and feel comfortable and normal with.

Maybe I had those. They are mostly in the past an usually its my fault. I get scared I guess. Its weird, confusing. IM weird and confused. Its like I crave and want all these things but when I get it I end up pushing it away. The boys maybe because they are just too malay for me, and I don’t mean to be a snob its just I don’t think the person can fit into my life or how I live my life. I don’t want the person to be all religious and shit and here I am rebellious and shit. It just doesn’t feel right like,god I don’t know how to explain this. Its like im this chick that isn’t religious and then theres these guys who are religious and they’re sweet, funny, nice, gentleman-like and I just feel like I’m putting them down like I am a sin which equals to them doing a sin or something (gosh, figure it out yourself).

The girls well, we all know that girls are generally affectionate and I easily get attached especially when that person is affectionate with me and so because of this I get scared, I get confused. Like I like them but I don’t know if I like them in the gay way or I just like them because they are affectionate. Then there are those that are unavailable I don’t know if its just because they aren’t available that I like them or I really like them.

For example this chick that is engaged. I like her. Like I just wanna hold her hands and hug her and lepak and be all lovey-dovey and jst hang out with her. Is that me being gay or is it just me craving affection and attention that she obviously reciprocate? With girls im confused. With guys im a snob.

I don’t know. 

Monday, 13 August 2012

unquestionable questions


Religion is dictatorial. Whether it be Christianity, Islamic, Jew or whatever other religion that exists. We are asked to be obedient and unquestioning. Follow rules that were set by an entity. And if rules aren’t followed we will be punished either physically or materialistically or whatever. The end result, as we are taught, will either be heaven or hell.

Buddhism (I think) calls it karma when something bad happens to us because we did something bad to other people. Is that the punishment that the entity promised to happen?

Most religions tell us to be good human beings. And how do we achieve this? First believe in the entity, second follow the rules that are set, third be obedient/respect to our parents.

This entity, God, is explained to have given us these rules to ensure our happiness on earth and the hereafter. But what if the rules that are set is whats barring us from being happy on earth but happy in the afterlife? Are we suppose to just die of unhappiness on earth in order to live happily in the hereafter?

I applaud those who do not question. I applaud those who know. I applaud because you are granted happiness on earth and also will be granted happiness in the hereafter.

Having to just do things that we don’t want to do because we have to be respectful and obedient to our parents is just something that I cannot grasp. I understand that they have sacrificed a lot for us while we grow up and that cycle will never end as we ourselves will be parents one day. But I just don’t understand why we have to do things that make us unhappy but it makes them happy. Why can’t it be a win-win situation between parents and child?

We always hear parents saying that they just want us to be happy but yet they do things or ask us to do things that are the complete opposite of the intended action.

Hey, maybe im just a self-centered selfish bitch questioning all these things but im just another kid asking questions that needs answering. 

Sunday, 12 August 2012

infatutaion


Oh shit. Its happening again. Infatuation.

She’s this girl that works at the same place that I work at too. She’s.. I don’t know. I'm intrigued by her. I want to get to know her better. I want to understand her. The first time we met we just clicked. She was easy to get along with. I felt comfortable with her right away. And that’s saying something because I'm not the type to get comfortable with people easily. I need a couple of days to get comfortable with someone. Go figure.

She’s adorable.  She’s bubbly. She smiles a lot too. I love her smile. And how her eyes are just so full of joy when she smiles. Or maybe that’s just her contact lenses. Haha .. anyway she’s really nice. I feel like we understand each other. Like if we had time and the opportunity we could just talk for ages. And I'm very sure we have things in common. And we are getting closer. My other colleagues even call us best friends. I mean come on even we haven’t categorized our friendship that way. And god, liking girls is just hard, not that im a confirmed lesbian maybe just bisexual and find girls much more appealing(hahah) I mean she started calling me “babe” and I know I know it’s a normal thing girls do but it just sprouted butterflies in my tummy. My heart practically swelled. i just want to hold her hand, hug her, tell her i miss her and know that she knows that i really really miss her. And, just great, im jealous already coz she’s gonna hang out with one of her girl friends. Yes, I have a jealous streak shoot me.  

But unfortunately she’s malay, wears tudung and best part she’s engaged. Its an arranged marriage so she doesn’t really like the guy, yet I guess. Coz she said if they get married then she’ll try. But I didn’t get that part though. Like isn’t she suppose to be trying now? They’ve been engaged for a year plus now.  
Anyway, I like her. Like I wanna talk, and be with her all the time kind of like. But that’s infatuation for ya.  

But lucky me she’s going overseas so it’ll be easy for me to get her outta my system. so that i wont have these feelings. I use the “out of sight, out of mind” method. It’ll kill me inside but im a masochist more than a saddist so whatever. I just want her to be happy. I hope she is.and I just wish she knew how much I care about her.