Thursday 29 December 2016

Hey guys, I have stopped playing Th!nk Game, sorry. Maybe I'll start up again and post up answers, I'm sure there are a few updates that have been making people scratch their heads. But every time I play I forget to screenshot it and can't share it. 😁 But I've been playing (but not currently, got exams. booo) some other games. I like word games and those playing Th!nk I'm sure do to.

Even Pottermore I've stopped. Been awhile since I opened that, its too addictive; very dangerous for me. I'm thinking of posting about TV shows I'm watching and maybe sharing links to download the files. But most of the TV shows are currently on hiatus due to Christmas and New Years.

List of shows I'm watching:

Supergirl : It is super good which surprised me coz I sort of have a thing against the superhero tv shows like Arrow, The Flash , granted I haven't actually watched Flash because of my biased annoyance with Arrows first couple of episodes. EW. Anyway, I relented and I watched season 1 while I was in an emotional state and most episodes got me crying. Cast is so good especially Melissa Benoist and Chyler Leigh (Love them both! Duh) Season 2 has been equally good too, hmm maybe I'm being biased due to Sanvers 😉  Its going on its second season, continuing in January after Christmas/New Years break.

Lucifer : I was tip-toeing around this one coz I wasn't sure about it but the first episode got me hooked. Tom Ellis is such a good Devil. Its a nice take on the Devil and his role in the bad-deeds-humans-do department. Lauren German is in it too! Its going on its Season 2, continuing in January after the hiatus.

Sense8 :  This one! Omg I don' even know how to put in words. This show is incredible, the cast, the plot, the locations. They literally go on location of each country to shoot. It is a Netflix original and its most expensive I think. And some of the lines in the show just like woah. very much recommended to watch. They have a christmas special which I have not watched. Exams!

Westworld :  Yes, it is good. Huge hype around it. A HBO original and I think safe to say HBO originals are mostly good and this one is no different. The ending of season 1 got you asking for more. Each episode got you asking for more and each one just delivers. Stop dragging your feet, just watch this. I know you want to. Season one is completed already.
Westerworld Season 1 : http://WestworlSeason1.4shared.com

Well, I guess that's all I have to share, I mean of shows that I have watched, would anyone want links to download? I got a list of shows that I've been wanting to watch but haven't gotten around to it. Any more recommended tv shows?

Thursday 11 February 2016

Regret is My Only Poison - 2

I had a dream this morning. Of course you were the main star. I wouldn't bother otherwise. It's vague like most dreams. You don't remeber how it really started and you only remember the ending and even then you aren't sure if  it is the ending. A vicious cycle of doubt runs my life, can you tell?  This dream though is different than the rest because I woke up feeling lighter. Everything before that moment in the dream is a massive blur but I remember heartache and being angry and sad. I was crouched down having a fucking meltdown (I'm having meltdowns in my dreams! God forbid.) And there you were taking my hand asking me to get the fuck up. Consciously, I can't recall now though if you've ever cursed or even how your voice sounds which breaks me the more I think about it so I won't. Anyway, with great difficulty you tugged at me until I could get up and pulled me away and said, &You have to let go&. When I woke up i thought, &Let you go?&  Was it even possible for me to do that?
Could I do that? Do I even want to?  I've tried many times to forget you but somehow when dream you says it it finally clicks that I have not really tried. I've only been pushing feelings and thoughts away. No wonder monsters and demons laugh at me. They thrive in my denial and despair. So this time I'll listen even if it's only dream you talking.

Thursday 4 February 2016

Regret is my only Poison - 1

I miss you so much. Everyday. And i'm just a fucking coward. It's been 7 years and the yearning has yet to cease. Do you know? Do you dream about me like i dream about you? Do you look into his or her eyes and think of me? I do. I think about you, comparing you with them. A pedestal of feelings that no one has yet to overcome. But I've tried not to. I've tried moving on. I've tried hating you and for awhile it worked, for awhile i didn't think about you, for awhile i wasn't tormemted by this overbearing feeling of regret. But only for awhile because I realized that hating you or anyone in someway means that I care which I did not want to. So I decided not to. I threw away everything that reminded me of you and in my haste did not stop to think that this decision, in the future, will also add to the bricks of regret that just keeps building.
I received a message from you which surprised me and excited me all at the same time. A picture of a note I had given to you once. A time when I was young and naive. A time when I was selfish and thought that everything and everyone around me was against me but I had you and that was okay but I was too young in the mind and didn't know better. Along with that picture was 2 words, &Miss you.& I didn't know how to respond, my mind was in jumbles and my heart racing. Didn't you know I have always missed you and always will until we meet again? But with monsters lurking, all i could come up with was, &Always&. Not even the words itself, just one. Of course, my heart grew because its been a long time since we talked and the first thing you send me is a picture of the note. Had you kept it all this while? Had that note meant so much to you and I did not realize?  I am ashamed with myself just thinking about this.
See how my naivity got in the way of what we might have had? You kept that note for this long and what have i done? I let monsters and demons control my thoughts, and threw out everything that reminds me of you, threw our love away. What love was it? I do not know. Until now I am still lost about my feelings. Yes, I do miss you. That means I care. That means I love, no? Maybe yes. Love has many forms but I don't know what form mine has taken when it comes to you. 

Sunday 28 December 2014

Just cause I'd rather die

And it hits home.

Hey guess what, being associated with someone who smokes weed makes you guilty

"So before I or you say anything I just wanna let you know that I have my bags packed and ready to go because I did smoke weed an it was awesome so yeah. You don't have to say or do anything I'll just leave the house now."

2 hours ago:
" if I ever catch you you smoking weed I will kick you out of the house and I will not allow your brother and sister to take you in. "

So there you have it a conversation about staying away from weed. Very inspirational and it just gives me butterflies inside.  Makes me feel all tingly.

Well, it's not as if I really did smoke weed although my friend did right next to me so if association is a goddamn crime then I'm fucking guilty. 

There's a whole fucking spectrum of lying and if you're own of those goody two shoes and think that everything is black and white then good for you. Really, I think that is a good thing in some ways. But no, for me everything is a fucking grey (no pun intended towards my life right now) or I guess it would be better to say that its a fucking rainbow coz you know grey is just boring right now. 

So who the fuck cares if I lied? It was a good lie, in my view anyway. I mean why wouldn't it be a good lie? I'd be out of the house which equals to less stress in the long run coz I no longer live with you so you no longer need to deal with whatever stress shit that my growing up brings or may bring to you. Happily fucking ever after.

Tuesday 11 November 2014

New Game! It is awesome: Plague Inc

Helloooo!! Oh my god. I am so excited! This game is totally epic, like total awesome pawsome. 


PLAGUE INC
Described as :  
" Can you infect the world? Plague Inc. is a unique mix of high strategy and terrifyingly realistic simulation. 
Your pathogen has just infected 'Patient Zero'. Now you must bring about the end of human history by evolving a deadly, global Plague whilst adapting against everything humanity can do to defend itself. "

 I just downloaded it an hour ago and just started playing it to test it out. Didn't really know what was in store for me but I am impressed. It seems kinda boring but it is most definitely not. Somehow though, I feel, it is slightly sadistic. I mean come on the game is about you infecting the world with a virus you created AND the goal is for your virus to infect the whole world, essentially killing people duh but I digress I love it!

These are just quick screenshots I took. While nearing the end of the game I decided to take a few pictures. Yes, it is probably old news of a game but it is still pretty awesome.

LOOK!! My virus infected people. And there's about 6 billion people that's dead. Hmm.. I am feeling slightly conflicted about my feelings towards that sentence.



As I said the goal is to infect the whole "world" so not a single "person" is alive. In order to do that your virus has to destroy the countries.


Of course, the game comes with its difficulties and so-called challenges. As they are trying to make it like the real world of course there will be scientists trying to find a cure and as I said the virus is created by the player so its not just you looking at the screen waiting for the "world" to end. 

When you have successfully "killed"everyone this will come out. Razr-xt being the name of my virus, I just like the name Razr without the "O", don't judge my creativity. HAHA


So that's it. My new find. Hahaha. 

Oh, and just in case I already got you hooked by the mere mention of virus infection here is the link for Android phones Google Play .Download it and try it out! Happy infecting!



Monday 3 November 2014

Pottermore moment: Chamber of Secrets, De-gnoming the Garden + Floo Powder

Continuing Pottermore moment: Chamber of Secrets, Degnoming the Garden

Another Game!! And I realized that on each moment they have these small symbols on them that indicate what sort of moment it is. Like:
This is where the game symbol is at. De-gnoming.

Here there's a feather and sound symbol. This means that there is a story in there and also sounds. And as we know the story is about Lucious Malfoy.


If it it feather that means there is a story that J.K Rowling wrote.




I suck at this game. -.-'' yes, yes unbelievable. Hold on. Okay, this game is kinda a difficult and honestly I was embarrassed to say that thinking that it was just me that sucks at it but reading the comments below the game apparently its just difficult throwing the gnome. Haha



But I persevered and TADA!!! Man those gnomes are fugly. Like seriously I was imagning thse garden gnome statue stuff I see on tv not THAT. 

Finish the game and you can move on to the next moment: Floo Powder.


Continuing Pottermore moment: Chamber of Secrets, Floo Powder

In this moment there is no zooming in or out, its just as it is.


In this moment there are a lot of things to collect and everything is circled in red. Easy peasy. There is a story though which is the radio. 
Luckily I read the comments because I had no idea about the object circled in green which is actually the Floo Powder (didn't know how to move on to the next stage) which you drag and drop into the fire and you will get:


The fire is so cooll...