Monday 16 December 2013

It's been awhile..

It has been awhile since I posted something about me. My previous posts were about other things not solely about me. I guess I don't have much to share about me or my life. I'm pretty boring, so is my life. Well, I guess that's too negative of me. Hah! That's one thing about me. I like to contradict myself, say something negative then point out the total obvious. I have to do that, been practicing.

Did you just go "eh?"

What I meant is that I've been practicing to oversee the negative and just think about the positive. Like its totally negative for me to say my life is boring when I can just say that there isn't anything exciting to talk about that has happened in the last few months. See what I did? I said in the last few months, implying that my life isn't boring it just hasn't been exciting recently. Gotta learn how to twist the words in order to live IN this world.

You can consider me a pessimist, I sorta am. I mean obviously I am if I have to force myself to wear different contact lenses so that the negatives look blurry. But I am trying to change that. What's the saying again?

“Be thankful for what you have; you'll end up having more. If you concentrate on what you don't have, you will never, ever have enough” 
― Oprah Winfrey
Well, honestly i just googled "quotes about positivity". Bite me. Anyway, I guess positivity/negativity also indirectly correlates with gratitude right? I mean if you keep seeing things in the negative light obviously you dislike your life(no. Im not gonna say hate coz that's just too negative. haha) or you resent something in your life or not in your life. Gratitude, no? or lack thereof.

Well, I can honestly say that I am an ungrateful person. "honest truths" right? I mean its not like I don't thank people and stuff but maybe as a person in general I may be ungrateful. Maybe that's why always the negativity. See? Its related to gratitude. And really who can honestly say that they ARE the ungrateful kind?

till next time :)

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