“Hello?”
“Hi. Is this Nadia?”
“Yup.”
“Can I speak to your brother?”
“Is this daddy?”
He let out an amused chuckle, “Call me Uncle
Michael.”
I called my brother. As I walked back to my
room I heard him say, “Hi dad.”
I sat on the floor in my room by the door
listening to my brother’s side of the conversation. “No, she doesn’t know. We
haven’t told her yet.”
The memory
just popped in my head. The colours, the voices. I don’t really know what
triggers it. Its different every time.
Sometimes its just a bad day. Sometimes its something someone says. Sometimes it just appears.
The details
may be fuzzy but the images in my head are like flashes when you see famous
people walking around with paparazzi screaming their names and flashbulbs are
exploding. They are vivid, popping out at me. I can even distinctively hear the
bulbs crack, pop, break.
You. Will.
Always. Remember.
Like how my
brother was shirtless, wearing blue shorts, one leg crossed over the other. How
my hair swayed when I turned to look at him for a second and he gave me a small
smile after I heard him say hi to his dad. How I could hear him laugh
awkwardly, tensed, when he said, “No, she
doesn’t know. We haven’t told her yet.” And then another small awkward
laugh ,”Yeah..”
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